September 10, 2006


  • Well, yesterday was a pretty awesome day. It was most of the best hang outs I've ever had. HAH. That's all I have to say.

    My day went like this:
    I
    woke up. It was around 8am or something. So I decided to sleep until
    9am. LOLZ. I dont' know why because I already slepted for almost 12
    hours. >_< I thought I wouldn't have time to get ready, so I
    rushed. My little cousin Fionna was getting ready since 8am though, and
    I was ready before her. O_o Well, her father and her came to pick me
    up. Smelly Kelly was there. Lolz. She was eating and doing weird stuff.
    Fionna, my uncle, and I were just chatting in the car. I thought it
    took forever to get there, but not really. LOLZ. I gave Fionna a Hello
    Kitty band-aid because she told me she was trying to catch a knife?
    Wt.. Lolz. We finally arrived at the park. Didn't know anyone there
    except Charlene, Rochelle and Jungho. I was kind of wondering when Jen
    and Clarrise would get there. So Fionna and I were being weirdos. We
    gave this tree a band-aid. Lolz. After we did that we showed Jungho.
    Then I saw Elgin, but I was kinda just doing my own thing. Wahhh.. I
    thought Jen and Clarrise wasn't there. I saw them though XD and I think
    I ran to them, but I'm not sure. Lolz. After that. We were being weird
    and talking a lot. We ran somewhere to talk? How weird. Lolz. Yea. We
    also planned to hang out after key club. So after we talked about that
    the people up there were talking. Elgin gave me back my ring XDDDD
    Lolz. He put it on my finger. rawrrr. Lolz. Then after the people
    talked and then we ate. I was so hungry though, so I didn't really
    think of the elder people. =/ Sowwie. We went to eat by the water
    thingy. Some of the people I knew went in. I couldn't though because I
    was on my freakin` period. GAYYY. ;[ It's okay though. I'm glad they
    had fun because after that they started having a water ballon fight.
    Those are always fun. Wish I could've played :( Stinky meanie period.
    >_< It's evil I tell you!! After that everyone cleaned up, and
    took free food. Yummy cookies that Roland had to throw away because of
    that freakin` secruity at Orleans. That was after Key Club. After we
    cleaned up we were just sitting. I was soooooo thirsty. Elgin had
    powerade that he left in Spencers car, so yeaaa. I drank some. xppp
    YAYYYY. O_o So we were just sitting and waiting for Jen's mom to take
    us to Orleans. Goshhh. All I have to say is her dad is a jerk. I think
    that and I don't even know him. >;T Grrr. He's lucky!!
    lakdflasjflkjlsdf Well, she came and omgosh did I tell you that someone
    stole Jen's cookies. You evil evil boy! Sheesh.. I thought he might be
    joking but he really took it?!?! OMGOSH!! AHHHH -__- Well, Elgin had
    like three bags of chips and that guy was all asking to trade?!? when
    the cookies were jen's??! wt.. stupid ass.. O_o Well, we went in the
    car. It was funny. Michelle, Roland and Brandon were all chasing after
    us. LOLZ. After that we were listening to music and singing. All of a
    sudden Fionna picked the song "Fuck Vans" and she started singing it.
    HAHHAAH So funny. The reaction on Clarrise's FACE!!! HAHHHA. Well,
    after that Elgin and everyone in the back were all fighting about what
    song to hear. The girls wanted Sexy Back. LOLZ. Fionna used to think
    that was like a sexy back. LOLz. Weirdo. So when we almost got there
    like entering the parking lot or w.e Fionna asked to open the sunroof
    thingy. I dont' know what it's called. so they opened it, and she
    freakin` stuck her head out! LOLZ. Her and Clarrise took turns doing
    that. OMGOSH. HAHHA Jen's mom dared her too!! HAHAH. My mom would never
    do that, so I think I'd be kinda freaked out, plus we don't have one of
    those sunroof thingys. LOLZ. After that we got out, and I was all
    telling Jen how I wouldn't have the guts to do that, and she said the
    same. We went in and went to the arcade. We were waiting for Anita, and
    talking. The dudes were playing DDR. Roland and Brandon went to
    "freshin up" HAHAH. W.e They just fixed their hair. Losers. Lolz. So we
    had such great and funny convos. Don't even remember what it's about.
    Anita came and we went to buy our tickets. Elgin and Justin didn't have
    money though. -_- Gay asses. HAHAH. Jk. So we went to watch it, but I
    was kind of upset Elgin didn't go. I was like w.e though because I
    wanted to enjoy my movie. LOLZ. Plus it gives us some space so that's
    cool. AND omgosh! Did I tell you that Clarrise was all like.. "I gotta
    stop hanging out with you guys. you guys are too fun" AHAHHA. well same
    for you guys XDDDD Then after the movie we went to talk. Jen and I were
    so hungry though. I killed Roland's arm almost because I was scared!
    LOLZ. It was a great movie though. It had sexy guys. LOLZ. and very
    pretty girls ;] We went to eat at the bowling alley, and just chilled
    there. Then it was like 6pm and we were deciding what to do because
    Roland was pretending to be a girl before that. We took pictures!! but
    I didn't have my camera. -_- So Fionna had to go, and Jen called her
    dad. He took two freakin` hours to get there. Wtheck. -_- I was so
    pissed and I was getting impatient. I started getting asthma and shit.
    HAHAH. After that we went to Elgin's house and just chilled. Went home
    around 10pm and was there at 10:30pm. I fell asleep because I think
    Elgin was sleeping. He seemed sick. Poory baby x_x So that was my day
    yesterday. It was great. ;] Thanks guyssss.

September 7, 2006

  • simple thing that a guy does for you from his heart could make you smile like you've never smiled before. LOSER ;] Oh yea. New song. Here are the lyrics. The song is called Da Chen Xiao Ai. By Wang Li Hong

    烏黑的髮尾 盤成一個圈
    纏繞所有對妳的眷戀
    隔著半透明門簾 嘴裡說的語言
    完全沒有欺騙
    Your black ponytail is twisted in a circle,
    intertwining all your concerns about love.
    dividing half-transparent door curtains, the language spoken from your mouth
    tells the whole truth

    屋頂灰色瓦片 安靜的畫面
    燈火是妳美麗那張臉
    終於到所有流浪的終點
    妳的微笑結束了疲倦
    The roof's gray tiles, a silent picture
    The lights mirror that beautiful face of yours
    Finally reach the destination that all wanderers reach
    Your smile ends my exhaustion

    千萬不要說天長地久
    免得妳覺得我不切實際
    想多麼簡單 就多麼簡單
    是媽媽告訴我的哲理
    Please don't say that we'll last forever
    to avoid your thinking that I am dishonest
    If you think it's that simple, then it will be that simple
    that's the philosophy my mother told me

    腦袋都是妳 心裡都是妳
    小小的愛在大城裡好甜蜜
    唸的都是妳 全部都是妳
    小小的愛在大城裡只為妳傾心
    You're on my mind, you're in my heart
    a little love in a big city is so sweet
    You're everything I read, everything is about you
    a little love in a big city, for you I pour out my heart

    千萬不要說天長地久
    免得妳覺得我不切實際
    想多麼簡單 就多麼簡單
    讓我大聲地對妳說 I'm thinking of you
    Please don't say that we'll last forever
    to avoid your thinking that I am dishonest
    If you think it's that simple, then it will be that simple
    Let me tell you loudly, I'm thinking of you

    那回程的票根 妳留做紀念
    不必害怕面對離別
    剪掉一束頭髮 讓我放在胸前
    走到哪裡都有妳陪 相隨
    You keep that return-trip ticket stub as a souvenir
    You don't need to be afraid of facing departure
    Cut off a piece of your hair, let me hold it against my chest
    No matter where I go you'll be with me, following me

    烏黑的髮尾 繞成一個圈
    纏繞所有對妳的眷戀
    那一種寸步不離的感覺
    我知道就叫做永遠
    Your black ponytail is twisted in a circle,
    intertwining all your concerns about love.
    That feeling of taking small steps, unable to leave
    I know is called "forever"

September 3, 2006


  • Well, I already have homework this weekend. I don't feel stressed though, so that's good. I have homework for some classes. Like three classes I think? Well, finished 2 out of 3 so that's good news. Biology is gonna kill me by the end of this year. I don't like reading. Oh yea. Mr. Blank will murder me. I'll try my best though XD Hopefully everything is fine. I don't expect them to be great, but you know. Gotta stay happy, or can't do my homework. Lolz. Well, I just wanted to make an entry. First weekend since school started. I was suppose to do something, but sadly it didn't work out. I cried because it didn't. I've become such a cry baby. >_<

    Well, since my schedule was kind of messed up. I had to talk to the Orchestra teacher about it, because I don't know how to play an instrument for shit. HAHAH but my classes can't be moved. soooooo.. I'm staying. This is my schedule for the year:
    00 ; U.S. History AP ; McNamara, L.
    01 ; Alg 2/Trig H ; Abdallah, T.
    02 ; Anat/Phys H ; McCurry
    03 ; Japanese 3 H ; Mata, M.
    04 ; Biology 2 AP ; Ward, G.
    05 ; Physics 1 H ; Sanders, J.
    06 ; Adv Orchestra ; Cushinery, C.
    07 ; Adv Stdy-Strings ; Cushinery, C.
    08 ; Eng Lit/Comp AP ; Blank, B

    A-day; 1st Lunch
    B-day; 2nd lunch

    Sucks to have different lunches everyday. Barely get to see Elgin at school now. I kind of had hope because we had one lunch together, but now we have none. Hopefully, when he changes his schedule we'll have at least on lunch together. Now we just see each other before school and after school, but in a way I feel it gives us space. It makes me miss him more, and actually have a reason to miss him.

August 30, 2006


  • Well, today was my first day as a junior, and I don't know if I could call it a good day. Since I came home crying and all. Well, this is my schedule:

    00 ; U.S. History AP ; McNamara, L.
    01 ; Alg 2/Trig H ; Abdallah, T.
    02 ; Anat/Phys H ; McCurry
    03 ; Japanese 3 H ; Mata, M.
    04 ; Biology 2 AP ; Ward, G.
    05 ; Physics 1 H ; Sanders, J.
    06 ; Adv Orchestra ; Cushinery, C.
    07 ; Adv Stdy-Strings ; Cushinery, C.
    08 ; Eng Lit/Comp AP ; Blank, B

    When I first looked at my schedule. HAHAH.. I thought it looked like a hard schedule. >_< Oh wells.

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY
    JANINE SHISHIDO!


August 29, 2006


  • Yesterday, was fun. It was my last hang out day before summer starts. So here's how it went. I woke up when it was around eight am, then I ate. Watched some of my drama. It's called "Love Contract." My cousin introduced it to me. Took a shower after. Waited for my dad to get home, then went to Clark. I wanted to get my schedule. Janine and Justin said you couldn't or something though. -_- We watched to Janine's house after. It was hot, and seemed like a forever walk. It wasn't long though. She woke up her mother, then her mother drove us to Morning Glory. Justin forgot his cellphone, and wallet somewhere after I gave it to him. LOLZ. We walked to Diamond Bakery after. Well, we wanted to go to Tea Planet, but I needed to poo >_< So I bought Janine cake, and I got me a sandwich because I was hungry. We went to Tea Planet, and got some boba. Just chilled. Drawing on the mats, and talking. We saw Cho, and his friend. >_< I forgot his name. Sorry. Well, I thought Cho almost forgot my name, but he promised me he didn't. I believed him XD After that I called Elgin because I wanted to see him badly. He needed a ride to come hang out, and also to go home though. Something wrong with his dad's leg >_< Hope he feels better. So, met up with Anita around 2PM. Saw her driving when we were in Chinatown Mall. I wasn't sure if it was her though, so I went to look. Guess what?!?! It was her!! So I ran up to her and hugged her! It was super coolio. After that we went to Janine's house to get Justin's cellphone, and wallet. Headed off to pick up my love. We arrived, and hung out at his house a little. He had to wait for his mommy to wake up so he could tell her he was leaving. So he told her and we were all putting on our shoes. We decided to tell his sister to come, so she did. Saissei, Alex and them kept calling also. Luckily Elgin's sister doesn't take long. We drove there. Well, Anita drove there, and we went to the bowling alley. They weren't there though. Elgin went to take a crap. HAHAHHA Justin went to look for them. We all met up, and we went to pay and STUFF. There were like ten people. LOLZ. Elgin monster paid for me, because I didn't want to play. He wanted me to though, so yea. x_x It's okay. They were being weird and changing the names on the score thingy. My name was Tynah, then Moocow, then Titi. -_- It was Titi for the longest time. Grrr. LOLZ. It's okay though. We finished playing. I was tired and felt sick so I'd go sit down. Elgin gave me his shirt, and it's so cute. He was all putting it on me. Lolz. I stole Tynahbear from his house, and stuff it in Anita's purse. Took it out after we finished playing. Went to the arcade after. Didn't play anything though. Everyone played stuff, so that's cool. After went to eat sonic, chatted, then took everyone home. ;] The end.
    Here are pictures:




























    That's all for now XDDDD

August 26, 2006


  • NEW LAYOUT!!! ;
    × ·· ·  layout theme:  just plain&simple
    × ·· · layout made on: aug26`06
    × ·· · version released: aug26`06
    × ·· · skilled by: Christina Tay. ( clickable )
    × ·· · layout made with: Photoshop, Paintshop 7 & Paint
    × ·· · addicted since: sep25`04
    × ·· · dedicated to: Elgin
    × ·· · main song: Natalie - Love You So
    × ·· · xanga colors: Black, Pink, White

    Updates.
    So, My friends and family from cali have been coming to vegas. It's been alright. Very fun yet depressing. Reasons for that I just don't want to mention, but whatever. Yesterday was really fun though. I didn't sleep until like 5am. I was asleep for like 2 hours, then my cousin Steven called. I woke up, then waited for them to come. After doing that we chatted a little, and stuff. Went back to sleep, because I was really tired. Justin called around 12pm because he's back in vegas. We went to Texas Station. Called Justin, but he didn't pick up! I went grrrr! Lolz. He finally picked up though XDDD So yea.. that was cool. We went to eat because Justin offered to pay. Still feel bad, but thanks Justin! I didn't spend that much of your money xppp Elgin called while I was eating, but yeaaa. After that we went to drink some boba. I got Li-Chi Jelly Ice. Yummmm. I took a picture of it, and put it on Justin's wallpaper on his cellphone. After that went back to Texas Station, and felt like a long time that I had to wait for my aunt to come. HAHAH. After that we went home. Kelly was there :( GRRRR. I found out that my cousin was sleeping on my bed too while I was out. So I started to smell my bed. HAHAH. We went to this karaoke place after. It was really fun. Took some pictures, sang a lot, and just hung out. HAHAH. Tiffany, and my phone rang so all the older people went outside to talk to the parents. So Fionna, Tiffany, and I were singing Dancing Queen, and we just started jumping on the seats. HAHAHA. Then while we were doing that Masa, and Ricky came in. They had like these really suprised looks. HAHAH.. hella funny. After we went karaoke-ing we went to eat. We ate at Satay, and that's when shit started happening, but forget that. Let's make this a happy entry.

    I haven't been online lately, and I feel like I don't know what's going on anymore. =/ I feel that I haven't talked to certain people a lot, so that's why I feel kind of sad. I miss my Elgin. I haven't seen him in 9 days! I counted. GAHHH. It seems so long. I could still feel his hugs sometimes, but I know he's not there. So poopie. :( I guess that's all for now. ;]

    I`m lazy, so I'll just post the pictures with all of us. >_<

    Masa is crazy for wearing long sleeves! HAHAHA jk.. but I think I'd be sweating like a monkey x_x Well, that's all for now.

August 25, 2006


  • It's almost five AM in the morning right now. I have nothing to do. Just waiting for my cousins in Cali to come. No updates really. Haha. My cousin and I were being weird, and I guess gross. We're just cool though. We were all farting everywhere. HAHA. I guess? We called people, and we were gonna be like..."My cousin needs to fat." Dude. Total randomness. I was never like this before so late at night. HAHAHAHA. I miss my Elgin. He fell asleep when I was eating. I miss his voice, and his hug! I haven't seen him for two weeks?! AHHH. I miss him!!!. Well, enough of my retardedness. HAHAH. Have a good day everyone ;]

August 23, 2006


  • Thoughts.
    has he ever tried to understand how i really feel or has he really been assume it? it makes me feel bad to know that he lied to me. i didn't mind that he was talking to her. i really didn't, but i really mind the fact that he lied to me. i heard her voice when he was telling her that he was talking to me. in a way that did make me happy, but i know i'm mainly upset because he lied to me. how could you say you want someone to fully trust you.. when you'd lie to them about something that little? and how could someone fully trust someone when they know that a lie like that has been told. it may not seem like something big, but it hurts me a lot. tiffany an gave me some advice, and it was stuff that made me realize i really wanted to trust him. and.. i've been trying. but how could one simple thing turn out like this? i really don't know. i just feel really hurt, because i really want to trust him.

    i seriously think so much. when people tell me a certain thing.. it stays on my mind. like... how come guys do the opposite.. when they know you don't like it when they do something. it's really weird. it's true that you learn more and more everyday. i have so much thoughts. even when i was a kid i had so much thoughts. it's funny because i still remember one of them.. it's.. "how did we come into this world.. why am i here" i don't get myself sometimes, and i'm pretty sure that's why many people don't understand me also. i don't feel it's wrong that i love this guy though. i feel happier that he's in my life, even though there are some things wrong with our relationship. i mainly feel it's my fault, but still.. shouldn't he care how i feel?

    i'm thankful that he's there.. no doubt. it's just i don't know what i'm thinking right now. and i guess i just wanna go blah blah blah.. i feel that everytime i try to trust him.. he does something to lose my trust.. why does it happen that way? i know both of us are really fed up, but we still seem to be there for each other, and love one another. i wonder many things, and i don't know why. sometimes i just wish i didn't thing that much, but at times it's a good thing.

    Overall, I was mainly upset about the fact that he lied to me because I asked him more than once about him "fixing his phone." and he lied to me all those times. Kinda like.. I gave him a chance to tell me the truth, but he still didn't.

    Updates.
    this weekend has been alright. i got to hang out with tiffany an. i haven't hung out with her in like 2 years. it was really cool. the first day she came.. we hung out with john and my cousin's of course. because yeaaa.. we watched movies, and ate pho. we went to tea planet after. yummmyyy i drank red bean milk tea with ice cream.. freakin` good man.. i feel hungry now thinking about it. then we went to cue d's and hung out. freddy and some other peeps were there. it was cool. i was so amused by freddy. hahah.. the way he opened his cellphone. what a loser. hhahaha.. so that day was pretty good. i went to tiffany tay's house after. i was gonna sleep over, but my father didn't want me to. he came to drive me. then i went home and talked to my love.

    woke up the next day.. not feeling really happy, but i was glad tiffany an was in vegas. i took a shower then ate. after i walked to tiffany tay's house. we went to circus after. then some stuff happened. -_- tiffany an, her brothers, and i ate mcdonalds. yummmy ice cream. we went home after like 2 hours, and we ate again O_O lolz. then we were gonna go out because tiffany tay asked i guess? haha.. i don't think she really asked me though. b/c of stuff.... uhhh yeaa.. but no room so tiffany an and i went to my house. we chatted and went on the comp. my mom came home soon. we asked to get boba and yayyyy we got it. hahah come to think of it.. my mom needs to give me money because i freakin paid for kelly's boba. hahahha.. we went home after, but we already finished our boba in the car. we watched stairway to heaven. hahah crazyyyy.. we're together getting depressed by a korean drama??? we're weirdos.. she plucked my eyebrows.. she said they're fury.. it hurt.. and my right foot was being all weird.. HAHHA.. after that we just kept watching.. then we went on the comp and looked at pictures.. and stuff.. then watched some more.. but she went to sleep so i talked to elgin and fell asleep. after she woke up so i did too... somehow? so.. then we were talking for two hours.. then watch stairway to heaven b/c she wanted to be depressed??? hahaha.. she's weird.. then she had to go.. and i was sleepy.. so i didn't walk her out.. SORRY >_< hahaha.. after that i went to sleep.. then i woke up and just did stuff.. i got a new sn too.. if you want it.. ask?? hahahh.. after that.. i talked to elgin.. he called me.. i was happy.. then i just did some tynah stuff.. i only ate like once today... hahahha weird.. -_- that's all i guess.. here are some pictures:
















    I saw this in Elgin's AIM profile:

    "..and if she knocks on my door
    i'll give her the key..
    just one look in her eyes
    and i know i'll be..
    everything that she sees in me,
    more than i ever thought i could be...

    i hoped to find something..
    but when i returned..
    i was empty handed..

    nobody told me that love could be so cruel..

    i'll find a way..
    to open up the door that's been keeping me from happiness..
    using your love as the key.."

    hmm...idk.. lalalala. I guess that's all for now. x_x

August 17, 2006


  • Well, I got to see Elgin today. YAYY! XDD and guess what?! He gave me my rings. They're so pretty. He would be such a sweetie. Hehe. Well, I didn't sleep until 4AM or something. I saw a pimple, so I was like ... "O_O" then I thought of going to sleep so it'll go away. It kinda of did, so that cool. Woke up at 7AM. I missed Elgin, and I think I called him. He didn't pick up though. Tiffany called to ask if I wanted Starbucks, but I said "No thanks." Lolz. Then I went to take a shower and changed. After I got ready to leave. We got there, and I was really hyper. It was pretty cool. I thought it would've been bad, but it was pretty good. I had a good time, and I'm glad I got to see everyone. XD It wasn't there weird though. I thought it would be because Young and Cho aren't going to be there anymore. :( and ever since I've been to Key Club I've seen them. even in 8th grade when I wasn't at Clark yet. Lolz. Well, Elgin and I went to hang out alone. I kind of felt bad though, because I thought maybe he wants to be with his friends. I'm happy we got to have our alone time though. After that he had to go at around 12PM. I was sad ;[ Poopie. It's okay though. I called my mom, then I went to Tace Bell. I was sooo hungry, and got kind of angry at my mom. She was talking on the phone while she was driving. I thought I was going to have another dying moment. Had one yesterday, but luckily I'm still alive. I wouldn't have gotten these rings, and got to hug elgin or put a hello kitty band-aid on him. Lolz. Well, I ate and stuff and after that I just watched TV. My mom wanted to talk to me, and she asked about Michael. So I told her and answered her what she asked me mainly. Then she was like.."Oh well, as long as Tiffany likes him we can't say anything." I felt really bad, and I still do. That's why I'm writing this entry. I asked her.."Well, what about me?" and she's like.."Well, she's different from you." and she was all saying how the guys I like aren't "experienced" and it has nothing to do with what I'm asking. Then she said I'm too young. I don't get life sometimes. I mean she never even got to know Elgin, and even if Elgin hurts me sometimes I still think he's a really great guy. I just wish I could have a chance to prove them wrong, but haven't I? I mean.. he's still with me, and it's been almost two years. Don't want to think about this right now, and hopefully Elgin doesn't read this. I don't want him to feel bad, and if he does read this. I just want to tell him that I love him so much.

    Everyone... meaning Tiffany mainly, and Alex always say I write about Elgin too much. LOLZ. It's kind of true huh?! Well, I see Tiffany almost everyday so that's no suprise. LOLZ. We went to look at shoes yesterday. Tiffany drank starbucks, and she always calls me a doogal :( Sometimes it makes me mad, but if she's happy making fun of me then fine :( I'll just cry. GRRR.. HAHAH.. JK. It's almost her and Michael's 9 months. WEEEE Her longest relationship, and still going strong XDD It better be. >;T I'll beat up Michael. He's mean.. he made fun of me today. I saw Alex today too. She had these booty shorts on, and she wanted to dance. LOLZ. Her new haircut is nice. XDD She ate Skittles, and they were nasty so she spit it out. I don't know what I'm talking about either. I got to see Janine today too!!.. HAHAH it was the same old Janine. I thought today was cool. Except for yeaaa.. ;[ Well, i'm going to the gym soon. I'm fat x_x hahahaha.. I need to shut up XDD Hope you guys had a great day. Miss ya Elgin.

August 16, 2006


  • This entry is for my pookie. XD




    Well, at this very moment Elgin and I aren't talking. It doesn't matter though, because I still want to tell the world how much I love this guy. He means so much to me, and no one will ever be able to replace him. He doesn't know what I think of him most of the time, because I always tell him the opposite and I don't know why. Like I'm sure he knows I care and love him. I know he cares and loves me too, but I always tell him that he doesn't. I'm not a great girlfriend, and I admit it. I'm still young and have many things to learn. I used to think I didn't have a purpose in this world, and I thought of killing myself a lot. Especially because I always felt unwanted until he came along. He made me feel wanted. He let me know the feeling of being loved by someone that I'm not related to. We've been through a lot, and I know for a fact that he wants me to prove him wrong one day. That I will trust him the way he trust me. I'll stay with you for a long time just as long as you want me there. I love you a lot, and you'll always have a place in my heart. I care about you a lot, and you're a great guy. I just hope that in the end things will be alright. I can't imagine my life without you, and it seems like many people can't imagine us apart. That's not important though. What really matters is what we think of us. I know you've told me before that you want to be with me for a long time, and you have proved it. Even though you know.. with all the things going on .. you're still here. I feel so lucky that you're still here, and that you're in my life. Four more months until our two years! Time goes by so fast, and I'm glad I get to spend it with you!
    I love you Elgin.


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    Hey guys! xpp He did read this entry. Here's what he said:
    [00:18] ELGiN: thats cool the thing you made it's nice..
    [00:18] ELGiN: i didn't make anything so sorry for that..
    [00:18] ELGiN: happy 20 months though
    [00:18] ELGiN: xD
    [00:20] ELGiN: i bought you rings though.. one fancy and one simple.. i could give it to you tomorrow..